A NOBODY MIT SOMEBODY BECAME BUSYBODY..

3mths to BIG DAY...

2007-11-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

For starters, im soo nervous.... not dat the BIG day is coming bt hoping all turns out welll and without hiccups.... worst still my LEAVE which been submitted weeks ago has not bee approved as yet!! if approved , jolly well be on 2 wks leave plus Marriage leave ... hehehhehehe well deserved i suppose!! nid to confirm several tings, the fittings, the accesories for the family, the honeymoon package and etc.... OMG!!! never knew weddings is such a BIG affairs!!

work still pending cases to handle.... HELP...... well im on leave today hehehhe need to do some errands (thnks dad!!). sometimes i ponder... will i be a good wife, mother and more important - daughter in law??? only the ALmighty knows eh??? kinda sad as come February its me - its officially OFF duty for my dad towards me....... thanks daddy... i may not be close to u bt i do appeciate wat u have sacrifice and done for me ..... thanks mummy oso for wat i am today... those days wen im learning cooking from u ..... and to my younger sis- pleaseeeee take care of mum n dad for me.... i pass the baton to u soon yeah.... hope u will keep the flaming torch burning ......

well enuf said,...... i nid to dropby to the shop and oversee certain tings.........

take care ppls....luv yaa...

HePi DeEpAVaLi......

2007-11-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

happy deepavali bt for those who not celebrating - its a HOLIDAY for us!! well the day kick off at 10.00am @ AL- BaikI restaurant along arab street for breakfast wif my side's gang.... my famly, my aunties & uncles.... we had a feast of pratas!! then off to buy Kain for all of them for my WEDDING!! the theme color is Lime GREEN.... so all the ladies will don the same kain for the baju and kain is kain pelekat also purchase there... suddenly the urge of jealousy!! wonder- if its not my wedding then i be able to get too!!! As for the guys ... will be different kind of material perhaps the ready made ones!! guys clothing is simple and straightforward.... for kids - fifi & danish... its been sponsored by uncle zul a.k.a Datuk Z .. fifi will don white gown and danish(his lil son) will don a tuxedo!! awwwww........

As for us the bride & bridegroom.... we just sit back and look at the enthusiatic of the ppls..... boy!! its been sooo LONG had a wedding celebration!! Next off the a jeweller for collection of my set of diamonds jewellery!! since my is SERBA satu so its a MUST la..... look small bt the stones is heavy ..... thanks darlingz!! muacksss.....

next stop... is HOME!!! how nice.... had to sleep in as got events later.... nite ppl!!

WeEkEnD iS NeArEr.....

2007-11-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

Heya..... cant wait for the weekend to appear!!Y? cos i be RAYA-ING again??!! :-) yeah yeah yeah... u guys might be saying wat the ****!! bt excuse me- raya is FOR A MONTH!! heheheh for those who may not know yet- YUP i do have Motobike Licence k... (sorry mum & dad 4 not telling!!) the pic is darling's one of the bike he OWNED!! heheheheh u guys might tink - y dun just dump the $$ to buying cars which is more practical right?? well i would rather let him has his way - his passion for SUPER BIKES... rather than to other NON RELEVANT tings such as womanizer and etc.... hehehheheh called me a coward to lose to a competition but hey!! im "safeguarding" my personal INTEREST..... and mind you its NOT dat easy to achieve what i HAVE achieved today!!! simple said- " A WOMAN'S GREATEST ENEMY IS ANOTHER WOMAN"!!! (u know wat i mean ;p)

Moving on- just came to know dat ppl actually nid to VERIFIED sumting before they even do it??!! well?? wheres the trust had gone to?? 2 u know who- thks for the wish bt im still SORE for ur action VERIYING the statements..well well well thats a high price u had to pay wen u MAKE MISTAKES in life!! guess it will be sticking to u for GOD knows how long!! :-(

Had a superb LONG meeting in office today... god!! am i sleepy!! i lost counts of Coffees i Had!! Boss was saying about New INCENTIVES scheme that is going to be implemented!! blah blah blah...incentives are just a peanuts.... promise alwis a promise!! i dun normally attend mtg s i alwis send my rep to attend bt somehow today is different- its MEETING for SENIORS !!argHHHhh.... hmmm wat else??? guess i gonna penned off now.... darling is already downstairs @ office lobby..... gtg ppls..... be SAFE and luv ya!!

still raya-ing???

2007-10-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN IN KAMPUNG ~~~28/10/07~~~~~~
A DAY AFTER MY BURST-DAY!!

hi ppls,

well wat can i say? its still in raya mood mah.... eventhough some of us didnt manage to complete the WHOLE month of fasting.... bt wen comes to RAYA- OMG!! still want to complete the WHOLE month is it??? *LOL* well last weekend i also do did some raya-ing in Sedenak, malaysia!! imagine ME in kampung??? wen we first reach the kampung OMG i tell u the moment u step on the grass... ants i MEANT all KINDS of ants rushing to ur feet and happily makes their way up!!! *LOL* me for once, was like running to high ground and panickly trying to shrug off the ants.... without caring the ppls all around me!!! next "torture" was eating the kampung foods with flies all around!! i feel like starting the car and drive oOOFFF!!

but not to disappoint Darlingz and especially my future mum in law..... i endure the so called suffering..... the minute we left the kampung - im the 1st to get inside the car!! *LOL* next destination was darlingz cousin suzana house in bandar bukit indah.... a nice corner 2storey detached house.... like u expected - im the 1st to hit the bathroom and change out from my Baju KURUNG!!! hahahahhahhahaha....

countdown to my BIRD-DAY!!

2007-10-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

hi ppls,

in case those who forgot or pretending to be forgot- my birthday is coming!!! yehHAAAaaaaa..eventhou im older old bt hey birthday is a birthday mah!! today werk is extremely choatic... crazy ppls still exists in this world hah??

(darling riding R1!! who says i cant fit into one seat wif him???!!) =====>>>>>>

Raya wif my gangz & MOTOGP ..

2007-10-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

(the guys gang)
(the ladies turn)
(the early Birds waiting for the rest to sIAP!!))
(MOTO GP)
(half of the gangs- the other half got separated!!)

Hi ..

last weekend was blast.. although im tired riding as a pillion on my larling's bike... its a trip worthwhile.... about 20 of us went in a van, 2 cars and 3 super duper bikes.... hhehehehe... imagine all of us cramped into 2bedroom of Sucasa Apartments... before i go on further (FYI...) ladies are being put into one room and Guys in another room..... this applies even for those who are married!! gempak i tell u......

well.. we did sight seeing by taking the "LRT".. hehehheh and did walking thru out KL city by walkings..... its all worthwhile.... as we are always TOGETHER!! nite events was even EXPLOSIVES!! hehehhehe had a superb time ..... hehehhehe seeing all those "machos" guys falling like a falling leaves one at a time.... hahhahahhaha....

RAYA RAYA RAYa..

2007-10-23T20:22:00.001+08:00

(my elder sis n family)
(my sweet Fifah)
(my siblings & cuzons)
(half of the gang)

hi ppls,

The festive weekend has taken its toll on me. I feel so physically drained and yet, spiritually energised.One difference this Eid is simply that I decided to remind myself and others that AidilFitri is a celebration of us returning to our state of Fitrah after a month of cleansing.Hence, may we return to our state of Fitrah, pleased and pleasing to Him.Also, I find the process of asking for forgiveness especially poignant this year.Of course, with the many deaths happening around me, it is a reminder that my days alive are numbered and I should seek forgiveness not just during this festive season but all the time.

Then again, forgiveness must be said and expressed.It won't do to simply say it without showing it.It helps to show it even when you do not say it.Sometimes, we forgive through our actions; the giving of a peace offering, the clasp of the hand, the look in the eye.Sometimes, the words need to be said and heard.

Either way, forgive.Harbour no ill-thoughts, no ill-feelings, no negativities.I am not that good in seeking forgiveness, be it through words or actions.I forgive the best I can instead.And even when I am sorry, it is easier for me to express it in actions than through words. Words fail me at times like this. Still, I try...

well, heres some pics of the raya.... especially mY ONLy NiECE- FIFAh.... so CuttEEE... like d aunt!!

Wat a Blast...

2007-10-07T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

It is 25 into Ramadhan and here I stand, taking stock of what I have done so far.It is unplanned, this hiatus.I just needed the personal time.To recuperate and then strive on again.I believe you should know better.When I don't write, I have a lot of things in my mind.Not as if I don't share them with you guys, I do.Just that, I don't have the time and energy to put pen to paper...or type to the screen...or post to the blog. *Heh*Either that...or I am not done yet.So yes, whilst you may have been kept waiting, reading and rereading the last entry, I did keep the close and dear updated of my recent happenings in my life.I did say this Ramadhan is decisive and decisiveness requires courage, reflection and judgement.The last weekend of Ramadhan is coming fast. I ask for strength.This Ramadhan has been a set of its own challenges very unlike the last.I have been trying my best to be true to my aim that I set for this Ramadhan.I aspire to be a 'professional toucher of the hearts of youths' this Ramadhan.That is basically what I have been up to in my quiet...or disquiet.

For those who knew me well...and fewer know me best.Even then, I am relentlessly judged, most unfairly by Man.It does not matter...as long as I can stand before my Lord and myself at peace with myself.The world will keep revolving, the odyssey continues and we will not die.Never truly die...I am still awaiting that relief, the cry that I long for every Ramadhan.It is slowly and steadily coming.We are indeed prostitutes to Ramadhan.

These last few days of Ramadhan...What will I be doing?How little?Is that truly my last burst of fire?I pit myself against myself! Enuf said.. here's the pics taken @ majlis iftar held @ my Aunt's place in jurong.... i tell you its on of the kind!! loveeeeeeeedddd the foods (thanks bik tenah!!)....

(This is my Only Niece- Fifi & my liL cuzon - Danish)